You are such a wonderful writer! And I believe you have a beautiful soul as well. God bless! : ] P.s. if you want nice instrumental music for your blog, listen to arrival of the birds by the cinematic orchestra.
Thank you very much :) P.S. that instrumental music was wonderful. I just listened to it.
Maybe we only have until today and we’re never really sure of tomorrow until it comes and tomorrow is today. It’s actually quite scary how fragile our life is.
So many people talk shit about me, and I don't even know them. I'm not a bad person, I'm fairly quiet, I volunteer, and I join sports. When people say 'just ignore the hurtful glares of others, who cares when others judge you" they know it's wrong. It hurts. It hurts so much to see people I don't know look at me like I've committed a crime. It's gotten so bad to the point where I hang by myself during break. I'm afraid of approaching others. Now? I just keep to myself. What should I do?
At some point, you have to understand and tell yourself that those people are not worth it. Yeah, I get that it’s easier said than done and that it hurts. Trust me, I know. But you know already that you’re not a bad person. You said so yourself. So focus on that. Focus on what you know about yourself. Focus on who you perceive yourself as. I’m happy to see you don’t see yourself in a negative way because that’s not always easy. You don’t need to work on that as much as other people. So work on the other thing. I’m not going to say you should ignore those people because ignorance, for me, implies that you’re basically accepting what they’re saying though you’re brushing those off your shoulders. No. Hear and accept what they’re saying. Once you accept (accept as in understand them) what they’re saying, then you can say to yourself, “No, I’m not those things. I’m more than that. I’m better.” People will always judge you - that’s a given fact. You just have to work on not letting those judgments change your perceptions of yourself.
It’s okay to keep to yourself. There’s no harm in that. But reach out to others because trust me, as messed up as this world is and the people in it, not everyone is bad. That’s why you have to try to find those people. So what if you find the wrong people? Then you get hurt. But you move on from that. You learn from mistakes and do better. You can’t know what the people you want to be with are like if you don’t try to find them in the first place.
I have two final exams tomorrow ugh. Wish me luck!